Who knows.

With My Eyes Closed
I close my eyes
To hurt you
To live you
I never told you
That I
Could stay
It was never meant to
Be
For me
Everyone surely will tell you
That I will
Need you
But I don't believe you
Cause I've never had it
The way I'm
Supposed to
Believe me when I say
It was never meant to
Be
For me

Maybe that's it. And that's it.